Sometimes I wish I was back in Colorado right now, which is stupid because I have nobody there, but I’m tired of living with my mom. I love her, but after being on my own for a while I’ve realized that I don’t want to be at home being babied. I know that our house will be there in Colorado whenever I decide to go back but I’m scared that if I go back early I’ll be in this depressed state of loneliness once I’m there. I’ll just lay in bed everyday waiting for Cody to come back. 

But it is nice being able to save our money up and not having to pay any bills or anything.

What I really want is to be back on the east coast.

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